We are still so young, desperate for attention

So like I said.
Something's been bothering me and I don't know what.
IT'S SO BLOODY DISTRACTING AND I HATE IT.
Sometimes I feel like dying, but no I'm too young and I'm not ready.
Sorry for being so emo.
Lol jk, definitely not dying.
K nvm, dying can be replaced with crying.
So I think I'll just cry instead.
Sometimes I feel like I don't want to get out of my room.
And I don't want to meet/see anybody.
I have a feeling that sooner or later somebody's going to get hurt,
her/him/me/them (?)
IDON'TKNOW.
I think i'll be the victim this time.
I guess I'm just sixteen, I'm still young. I've got so much to learn. I'm going to make stupid mistakes that is fucked up stupid.
AND HEY I'M SIXTEEN I AM ALLOWED TO HAVE A LIL BIT OF FUN, TO TRY SOMETHING NEW.
What's the point of living if we just stick to our old routines.
I DIDNT mean like,
something new, have fun = party drinking free sex drugs and all fyi.
I'm not even planning to be bad, just something new.
You should get it, if you don't I'm sorry.

IDK RIGHT NOW I JUST FEEL STUPID.
hahahhehehehahahahahehheheheheheheheheh
don't talk to me.