You know what I want?
No you don't. It's not a person.
It is impossible to get I guess, but it is also slightly possible.
I want it to be possible.
When, I mean If I get what I want,
I think I'll cry for joy and I'll thank God. No.
I'll thank God first.
If I don't get what I want, that is just sad. Like really sad.
Life's not always fair anyway.
So I have to force myself to be okay and deal with it.

BUT, let's just hope for the best.