Maybe it is for the better, for now.

Hey you, the more I get to spend time with you the more I don't feel like getting to know you.

Because I am afraid of finding out what you have done in the past, and the things that you do now. I'm not judging you, no, don't get it wrong. I know I don't matter to you anymore. I think I have accepted that fact. I just wonder how can you change so.. fast, so drastically.

It really is heartbreaking. I still have a soft spot for you, I do want to be close to you again. but not That way.

THIS IS NOT ABOUT A GUY BYTHEWAY, sorry to disappoint