There's a phrase for this phase.

I honestly want to turn back time.

Forgive me for being so curious.

Your entry, relates to me. Not in That way. But, yeah. I mean, how I wish I am actually dreaming. I wish this is just a nightmare. I wish I could just slap myself, Hard and This will go away.

But no, this is actually happening. Honestly I'm scared to Death. They said, Try to.. put This aside and, just concentrate on whatever that I Should be doing at this exact moment. I should, really. But it is hard. It is. I mean, if you were in My position, you'd know how I feel. Lucky you, you're not.

I am aware that I am blessed with a great family, great friends, and great people around me. However, I do think that my life is kind of Sad, at times. I repeat, at times.

Yes, you can say that I'm being ungrateful, but boy/girl, you're not in my shoes, so just shut the blub up.

People say that, everything is just a phase. Everything that's happening now, is a phase. This will end, one day. We don't know when. Let God decides.

But, I need This to heal. Fast.