I can't be alone, I mean I can, I like being alone but I tend to think too much if so. Too much that sometimes it hurts. I sometimes think about things that, this might sound corny but I sometimes think about things that can shatter me into pieces. I forgive people, yes but it's really hard for me to forget. I tend to remember the littlest things. & one thing about me that most of you guys know, I don't really show my feelings to people. Sometimes, I do but it's kind of rare.
I think I studied more for my PMR, honestly. I'm scared of the future. I'm scared that I won't have a bright one. What if my SPM is really bad? No, I do not want it to happen. Please dear God, no.
I know I can. InsyaAllah. Anything is possible. Although SPM is in less than 100 days. I must have faith. I can't have panic attacks. I can't afford to have one.
Raya is tomorrow. Honestly, I want to enjoy my raya but trials is right after raya. I swear to God, that the government is plain mean. So.. I don't know.
I don't know a thing anymore.
I just can't wait to finish SPM.
I will no longer be a school kid. YAY.
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