Hold on to something to prove that you are not, broken

Something happened and it changed me in a way. Not a major change though.
Something happened that made me interested in becoming a - (nevermind I shall let your curiousity arises but its
not that you care anyway)
Something happened that made me realize quite a few things
Something ha-

Nevermind.
The thing that happened affected me quite.. I don't know
But yes. I can't afford to remember the past
For it will do nothing but harm my emotions.

It's a sensitive case!

I just want to go on a vacation with just the four of us (family) and Hannan too!

Life after SPM, after SPM. Please be nice.

Results, please be nice too.