Told you, I'm a worrier & a thinker.

I know when you lose something, it is usually for the better.

But,

I really wanted That to happen.
I hoped and prayed for my hopes and dreams to come alive. By alive, you know what I mean.

" Dreams Do come true"

Believe me, I really truly want to believe the phrase above, but it's kind of hard for now.

Honestly, disappointments have been following me around this year.

I'm even disappointed at myself.

I guess I'm used to it.

But it Can be deadly though when I'm alone.

I sometimes prefer to be with people, sometimes I just feel like staying in my room alone or play the Playstation with my brother.

The big S is coming soon. Lol no S =/= booty. 

SPM.

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM 

is hauting us form fives.

To those of you who are well prepared for it, congratulations.

For those of you who are... scared as hell (like me!)

Then.. let's just hope for the best and tawakal.

I don't want  anymore disappointments/bad news. 

Please.