I've been thinking about the molecules I've been breathing in

I was such a cute baby (Fine, my brother too)

It's amazing how time flies. See the picture above? We were still innocent young souls. Not aware of the cruel and harsh reality. I'm turning 18 this year and my brother's turning 23. Wow. We're not young anymore. 

I'm actually really glad that school is over and done with. Do I miss school? Well, I can't really answer that with a straight face. I didn't love school, I hated the school rules (although I rarely break em) but I have to admit, I miss my classmates and school mates. I don't miss wearing socks in the morning though. Sleep is definitely the best although its really weird our generation nowadays are so used to sleeping late (including me). I guess I miss being in the chemistry lab, inhaling methanol. Being in the bio lab, listening to the best teacher ever, Pn. Lee Phei Pheng talking about phalanges and patella and sutures and everything. Bio is actually really interesting and also the only science subject that I truly understand  (I scored a B though). Back to 2010, I actually scored 96% for Addmaths. Thanks to Mr Mogan. He's the best. Really.

Ooh yeah, can't believe I was a prefect for two years. I was such a shy girl (still am) back in 07. I also entered (more like, forced to enter) a story telling competition. It was bizarre to me, me? Remembering lines and telling a story infront of students and teacher is a no no. But! I survived. Ehe. I also got 2nd for a painting competition. I was the class monitor for two years, form 3 and 4. I was the setiausaha pengawas when I was in form 2. And I was the head of typist for my school's ed board. Not bad. I got straight As for my UPSR, 6 As for my PMR and ... a reasonable amount of As for my SPM (I coudlve done better, but despite the very fucked up year I had to endure last year, no, you have no idea what I had to go through last year, I don't want to talk about it. Such a sensitive issue. But yeah, despite that, I did pretty okay) It's okay to actually be proud of yourself for once in a while right? I'm not proud I'm just, relieved. Alhamdulillah, yaAllah. Thank you. 

For now, I just can't wait to start fresh. College? I might take Mass comm. I might enter to UiTM. Or I might enter Segi. There's just so many things I want to do to actually be.. satisfied. Not for anyone but for myself (and my parents of course). I really hope I do well in college. We'll just see how it goes. I've yet to discover my true talent but oh well........

Have a good day.