Just like an amnesiac, trying to get my senses back.

I think it's my ditch-everyone-on-whatsapp day.

What am I feeling, eh? Something's not right somewhere. Can't wait to have my own laptop. I'm gonna write random things like, really Really random things. 

Did a surprise party for Najat today! It was kind of a success? Though the 'party' was only for less than 20 minutes hahahaha (because) Najat had to go elsewhere. I was trying SO HARD to convince her to come to my house saying that I don't want to be alone wanted her to accompany me. Well, Zue and I picked her up and we managed to like pujuk her mom? "Ok, kalau tak balik by 4 auntie dah tak percaya kamu dua orang" Zue and I were like shit. Hani, Erna, Izzati and GG were involved too. They helped a lot. So all of us kind of did our part. We bought; Helium balloons, Kenny Roger's, KFC and spaghetti. We just want Najat to get fat. that's all. Lol kidding Jat. I know you're not reading this anyway. 

I watched Paranormal Activity yesterday. Honestly, honestly, it was such a boring movie. I didn't even scream in the cinema. Jumped a lil bit, yes but other than that. Nah. Expected better. I want to watch Ted! Since everyone's saying it's worth watching. 

I like to keep things bottled up lah. But I know I need someone, just One person to listen to my complaints and rants. I'm sensitive but at times I think I'm kind of heartless. One thing for sure is that I don't know, I repeat, I don't know how to fake my emotions anymore. That's kind of good. And I don't really let people.. mm how do I say this; 'bully' me? No, bully's not the right word to use but I can't seem to find the perfect word to use but- If I don't like you, I don't like you. 

How am I?

I'm great.