Some tend to think more, some tend to think less. I'd like to think I belong in the I-think-too-much category. I can't help but wonder, I can't believe that I'm me. I am Adilah Romli. Like, I'm the one who's controlling myself. If You happen to read this, the feeling is like I'm reading Your post. I don't know how to explain, really. It's like I see You as _________. & you see me as just Adilah.
Your mind can play games better than- you get my point.
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I do believe I deserve better but I also believe that I haven't been doing the things that I'm supposed to be doing. I believe God is fair although sometimes you can't help but to complain about your life. Good things come too those who wait? I shall wait. I shall take every negative energy/vibe as a test for me. A test that I need to handle well.
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College starts in less than two weeks, I'm gonna save time by not whining about it. I'm done with semester 1. It's true that it's hard for me to get comfortable with a person. It takes years sometimes, just because I'm a really reserved/cautious person. It's like I am watching myself 24/7. I guess I need more confidence. Aha okay, so far my friends in college are good ones. I'm glad that I have them as my set of friends there. New housemates, I believe that there are new adventures waiting for me. I also met a lot of goof people last semester (seniors). I hope their intention was pure. I hope that next semester will go smoothly. & I do hope to achieve excellent results. in sya Allah.
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You don't really get back what you give, note that.
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