Seeing people my age, or people a year older than me getting engaged/married bothers me.

Here I am, still so bitter about everything. I don't really know why I'm like this. Cause' I know there was a time when it was so easy for me to fall for someone. Now? No way in hell. It's like my feelings are trapped in a cage and someone needs to find the key. I know I have so much love to give, I've got so much love in me, waiting patiently to be let out. Can't say that I'm lonely because I am not. I just need change. I want change. I want someone to change me. For the better.

College's ending soon = hectic weeks are waiting to kill me. It's all so scary. I can't wait for sem break at the same time I want to do really well for this semester. Fuck procrastination. Why should anyone be so unsure of her/himself.