Sometimes I just want to study. I don't want to do anything else. By anything else I mean, I don't want to harass by butt off to find sponsors, to do this, to do that. I just want to sit down, read, and study.

I'm scared. I want to do well. 3 weeks left. So many things to do. I die like this. I die. God won't put you through something you can't handle right? 

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