Never in a million years would I imagine I'd have to face things like these. I've to admit, it does mess with my head. It does. It affects me in every single aspect. To have your hopes crushed in front of your own eyes? To not be able to feel 'comfortable' at home? Not at the moment, at least. College isn't even helping- with assignments and shit.
I saw this on Twitter the other day;
"people who have been single for too long are hardest to love. they have become so used to being single, independent and self-sufficient."
In a way, it's so true. It is. I don't know why. I find it so difficult to love. Trust me, I've pushed so many people away. It's not that I am heartless- sometimes I can be. I do things, without having the need to 'feel'. But I know I am actually very fragile- I am sensitive as heck. Someone just needs to break the wall that's been blocking me from so many things.
Someone.
I guess I just need reassurance. Enough with useless assumptions. Maybe I'm at my weakest point, again. Back to 2011, again.
Be my strength.
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