I just want You to be okay.
Hearing "some people have it so easy" from You, is something devastating to hear.
Getting mixed (but obvious) signals from You- well, it's nothing new.
I'm just trying my best to cope with everything- digesting, swallowing, analyzing everything that I have to go through.
Of course I'm strong enough, God believes in me or else he would not put me through these unfortunate events.
The future just freaks me out. It does, what's going to happen next? Nothing is certain. I don't like having to depend on people but sometimes I feel like it's the only option I have.
Being an adult sucks. You have to make your own decisions. You have to make the effort to change things- not complaining but just trying to deal with reality. Remember when you were a kid? You could not care less of what you wore, how your hair was like, you just wanted to have fun and that was the only thing you needed to do. To have fun.
What's the point of this post?
I don't know.
Better days are ahead.
We just gotta believe.
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