I know I keep on wanting what I can't have but is it wrong to hope?
There must be a reason why things are like this- why I am like this. I mean, I know I keep on pushing people away but I guess it's not entirely my fault?
I love the idea of decent conversations with people, not just "what are you doing?" "watching TV" "Oh" and you expect me to continue the conversation? No man. When I tell you stuff, I'd like to get an appropriate response. Not just "Wow, bestnya". I don't want to keep asking questions to keep the conversation alive, I don't want to be rude by not replying? Yo, my feelings are hidden somewhere in me, find em.
I guess I just miss having someone to talk to. I have my friends, yes but that's different. I used to enjoy talking to this one particular guy but he faded. So he's out of the picture. I guess that's why- that's why I keep on comparing, I keep on wishing for more.
Oh well.
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