Confessions.

Everything is going extra fine for you. Good for you. You really deserve it. I can tell that in a way, you've changed, for the better. I feel Really awful for actually feeling a bit 'Alaaa'. Such a bad friend, I am. But no, the only reason why I'm feeling like this is because well, I don't even know how to say it. Ugh. Ok- dengan tak malunya, saya mengaku. Saya rasa seperti ini kerana saya tak sebagus awak. Shit, what is happening to me. Ok, cause now you are way way wayyyy better than me, it's like, you are Really on the right track, while my track is still uncertain. Trust me, I am happy. HAPPY for you. I am.  Such an ideal girl, you are. You deserve the best. Oh well, fine. I've let it out. Shut your mouth.

Haih.
I just want to feel/be better.
Because in a way, life hasn't been treating That well.